i’m having one of those ”what am i doing with my life” moments again.
it’s not because i’m unhappy with the way my life is going on at the moment, no. in fact i’m very happy with the way my life is, there’s not much drama and all the problems going on.
i’m just feeling very.. i don’t know how to describe this feeling. unsatisfied? maybe.

there’s a lot of pressure of being in my course. the level of competetiveness is very high. don’t get me wrong, i do like the competition. sometimes i get a little jealous over my classmates’ accomplishments. to be honest, i’ve yet to accomplish anything yet . i do have a few ideas in mind haha.

besides school, i had high hopes of making it big with my band one day. but we’re all just drifting apart. moving along with our own lives i presume. i do write songs from time to time but it’s such a chore to actually sing and play at the same time. anyway, playing acoustic songs just doesn’t have the same kick as playing good ol rock songs.

oh well, i’m tired. had a rough day at school i wanna sleep now k bye